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![]() Mel wu0ng 5th Sept crazes: dolphins, killer whales, willowy trees, the color red, earrings, mangoes, pepper; cracked, powdered, black pepper. and wishes she could swim so one day she can swim wit the dolphins lovez: the moon and the starz(drama not intended). her family and close-knit group of frenz, mindless Simpsons at 6pm, Aussie's Tim Tams, Jodi Picoult novels, deep, connecting conversations, the night atmosphere with company, dancing and goin crazy, car rides, the sound of laughter. how to make her feel shivery:feed her choc cinnamon. use calvin klein's "Be" joyz: being told she's missed and loved(who wouldn (; ), the feeling of accomplishment, finding a solution to a tough maths question, balancin acc, sketching, piggy-backing, i-feel-sexy days.
![]() and then there were 3.. ![]() all reds! ![]() all whites! sweet 16 (: i believe.. in love, and somewhere out there, there may be someone for everyone. its jus that not everyone have the luxury of meeting the person. i believe in karma; what goes around comes around. i believe in a healthy intake of dietary fibre to prevent constipation. i believe in chemisty, botany and psychology. i believe in heaven and hell. i believe in the colour red. i believe in laughter. i believe in equipping oneself to diff weathers. i believe in the need for nothingness. i believe in the need for somethingness. i believe there's something bigger out there; it's easier that way. i believe not all easy things are the wrong things. i believe that money can in fact guarantee quality; or at least the right to return it if its faulty. i believe in shopping. i believe in sincerity, but also the lack of it. i believe in productivity. i believe in music therapy. i believe in shopping therapy. i believe in a mother's love, and the lengths she would go to protect her child. i believe in a good, solid education. i believe in seeing the bad, so that we can compare it to the good. i believe in taking strengths from people. i believe, we have our strengths, and we should hold on to it.
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loves (: Fong's back, the last of who we expect to come from home is here, and uni starts tmr, so i guess this means here we are, gonna begin another year here in Aus. I havent really been goin for orientation cuz of ma leg and ma laziness and ma refusal to face the sea of people so I'm not too sure wad to expect in uni but i guess i'll find out tmr. It's been a pretty stay-at-home month, but I'm glad i have company over. I havent been blogging cuz I dont wanna indulge in self-pity and shit but here I am, ready. :) Bring on the sea of people. I think i'm building serious biceps, I even arm-wrestled with the boyf that day. ahha. but i of course, lost. XP Anyhoo, i think i couldn have made it for these 3 weeks plus of recovery without being surrounded by ppl who care, ppl who are now filling me with a sense of love and a rush of appreciation when i was having my thinking time in the shower. yes. the shower is a good place to reflect. Ma mummy who came over and helped me settle the insurance issues, ran aroun gettin stuff for me, pampered me wit fruits and making me tea, drew a smiley face on ma toe and made me wriggle em to say hi to her and looked at ma wound when d doc opened the cast even though it makes her weak. :) Ma dad who rented a car and drove me aroun in an attempt to let me sight see, ran aroun the city wit ma mum shoppin for necessities and being around. Ma bro who patiently sought to ma needs and scoldin to when i hop around in case i injure ma leg. Li min n zi ying who let me use their internet to sort out ma timetable, accompanied me to do physio in the pool and letting me try their soy chicken. Ri, who told me how to use crutches and shared wit me tips on how to cope with people who stare and dont bother to hide it, and for her notes to accompany me for the days headin towards surgery, eventhough i got em late. Juney who bought me subway and offered to buy me breakkie. Wiri and mj for sharin their stories on crutches in an attempt to make me feel better, wiri for downloading movies for me so i dont die of boredom at home. pls dont arrest him for piracy if ure a cop. he's only trying to make me feel better. :) cherishey who came over and caught up wit me even though we lost ocntact a bit in msia, but here we are again :) tommy, sheng, ric and heng for their company. And lastly akey boo. for coming over late at night when ma parents were here at times when they drove me mad. for coming over early in the morn jus so we'd be each other's first person to wake up to. for buyin me krispy kreme's, chocolates, lunch, dinner. for walkin wit me to uni back n forth, building to building. for bringing me back to the ground when i started indulgin in self-pity. for kissing ma tears. for hugging me and keepin me safe. for gettin me ma very own dolphin. for serenadin me. for packin up ma bed and washin ma dishes. for massagin ma foot. for helpin me practice walkin again. for taking the taxi wit me, even though it costs more. for telling me what i need to hear. for being the only real thing i hold on to. for putting up wit ma temper and ma grumpiness, and loving me anyway. for tellin me i look good even when ma hair is in a disarray and all im wearin is ma tshirt and shorts. for openin my heart. happy 5 months :) Posted at 3/2/2008 3:10:40 pm by cookiemel
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